It had never struck my attention that love could be so elusive until
that day i ran into you, my after-high school crush. To me,backing off
has not a day been equivalent to absolute surrender when it comes to
matters in pertinence to the realm of love.I came to you, as honest as a
child would and poured out my heart to you. A move that was to release
the torn in my flesh. A move that with it i foresaw a walk in the park.
It is this move that i thought could bring me closer to you,the girl I’m
glad to have crossed my part,nevertheless.Little did i know that i was
to be met by a jerky at the doors of your heart, a heart that gave me
contrary to solace.Nevertheless,girl I’ll be back.
There are people you’d love not because they are good nor because
they’re bad,but just for the way they are;girl you’re of this mettle.And
just for the record,girl I’ve never been sorry for this.If falling for
you was wrong, then let me be wrong forever.I don’t expect to be sorry
for being honest,in fact you should.You should hold the accountability
of maiming a fragile heart.A heart whose only crime was sincerity to
cherish.I only pray that someday someway you’ll make up to it and love
me like you never resented.
The memories of you still rehearse at the back of my mind,a fondly
reminiscence i often pay a visit to,a fondly reminiscence never to
forget through fire and rain.I still feel the same way even when you’re
at the other side of the cellphone,not to mention agitation at the sight
of you.Of your adorable lips and tranquil voice that unforgivably
penetrates to the farthest scope of my heart and soul with a sense of
serenity,of your gentle eyes and the sparkles they auto-produce every
single twinkle,that weaken my feet in a way i can’t quite comprehend.
Then there are your beautiful nails to which i could kiss the them all
day if you’d let me,attached superbly onto your so soft,soft like velvet
to my skin….all these together collaborate towards one mutual mission-to sanction an emotional kill!
And after all this while,don’t dare bet on a return,killer
girl.Because i definitely will pull one soon.Your one honorable prime
job then is to finish the kill,after
which together we’ll tear down the cobwebs of the melancholic longing
for each other…..and to walk together hand in hand into the journey of
forever.
